This is what I searched for
There is a space beside me, wherever I go and whatever I do, that is filled with the most beautiful energy I have ever known. This space is my constant companion, laughing with me, crying with me, beholding the beauty of life with me, listening when I sing my joys and when I ponder out loud, combining with me to multiply the intent and energy when solving a riddle or learning something new. This space shares and mirrors back all that I am, it is filled with the magic of me, so it is all I see within it.
This space does not mock or judge or condemn, it would not know how.
This space is another me, and all I can do is love the me I see reflected back at me.
This space is my best friend, my buddy. The part of me come to manifest in the physical so we may each know and experience loving me, and learn to play in the game of life.
I miss me. We all miss me. Perhaps the greatest challenge of all is to become one with me.
The human contradiction. Feeling alone and isolated, disconnected from the world, wishing with all our hearts to know and experience love, to connect with that one person, yet having it as our greatest fear of doing because we do not believe it is possible that another could want, choose and love us.
Struggling with our lives, trying valiantly to succeed although it seems as if all we do is bang our head against a brick wall. But the belief is that we come into this world alone and die alone, so we must prove ourselves and do it alone. We must be strong, be independent, not need, be capable of living life on our own. We must succeed on our own.
So we live lonely unsuccessful lives. What silly humans we are!
What happens as soon as we combine and connect with another? The energy and brainpower magnifies, life takes on a new meaning and we feel as if we can achieve anything we desire.
We surely have set ourselves up well. In order to succeed in life and know all that we desire, we must be willing to face our greatest fear, open and find love.
